ya Allah

halooo. welcome to my galau blog. HAHAHA it feels like gada yang buka blog ini sama skali rite??? *im talking to my self :D its impossible to curhat2 ga jelas di blog letpassiontalks. curhat ga jelas ga akan inspirasi sama skali. but i really need menggalau di blog. soo itulah gunanya blog ini :D ehheehhe


i feel tired. God im so tired.
it feels like i have to WORK THAT HARD and ITS STILL NOT ENOUGH
everything is always hard. every negotiation is always hard.
either HC or MOS. they are just the same. WHY IS IT SO HARD FOR ME??????? WHY ONLY ME??????
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:(:(:(:(
give me a space to cry.

God i know i look so stupid. what to do then?
i beg you to give me a clue
im tired working that hard to beg and negotiate
i dont want to be dependent on them.
but i cant stand on my own feet right now

dumped n being left n working that hard to keep on standing.
what do i look like?
God, what to do?

do what make YOU happy, so everything will not feel hard anymore
bcoz i'll know n realize that i have U to help me ALWAYS =)

bismillahirrhamaniraahim. engkau yang maha melihat, engkau melihat usahaku, engkau yang maha mendengar, engkau dengar doaku, engkau yang maha melihat, kau lihat apa yang aku kerjakan, engkau yang maha pemberi, aku percaya apa yang aku terima darimu adalah jumlah yang pantas untukku. apapun dan bagaimanapun, aku ikhlas, krn fokusku bukanlah duniawi, tetapi akhirat, jangan sampai pandanganku tertutup tipuan ya Allah. amin